I either eat too much or starve myself. Sleep for 14 hours or have insomniac nights. Fall in love very hard or hate passionately. I don’t know what grey is. I never did.
Story of my life
Now I remember why I never open up to people. Fuck you Nathan.
I’m actually happy at this moment in my life cause right now I have the most amazing guy in my life right now. I love him with all my heart. He’s been my best guy friend since we were little and we started dating July 4th. I can honestly say he is the only guy I trust and the only guy I love. He is my rock and he is and will always be my best friend. I love you Nathan. ❤️
Do I lie a lot? Yes. Why? Cause it’s the only way I can keep myself from getting hurt. Do I open up to people no matter who they are? No. Why? I don’t trust anyone. Why don’t I trust people? Too many people killed my trust and now I’m afraid to open up to people or trust them with my feelings. I feel bad to all my friends who are like family to me who I can’t open up and be honest with them. Do I get close to people? No. Why? I’m afraid that they are ganna leave and abandon me just like everyone else has.